A Life of a Puppet by Pagan-Moon-Dreamer, literature
Literature
A Life of a Puppet
A life that is already planned,
A person always pulling on my body and hand,
Telling me which way to go,
As if I have no brain to think on my own.
Like a puppeteer pulling on a puppet’s strings,
Chaining me down and holding my wings.
I hate the fact that it’s all planned,
Don’t care if I already own a place and land.
I never asked to be put in this place.
I’d be happier left to find my way in a maze.
Quit pulling on my strings,
You do not control me.
I am not your doll
And never was.
So leave me alone.
I will live a life as I wish it to be,
Not one that was forced upon me.
I’m breaking these strings,
And spre
Goodnight Laddy! by Pagan-Moon-Dreamer, literature
Literature
Goodnight Laddy!
Don't be afraid
Come laddy and lay
You are safe here
You no need to fear.
I’ll be right here by your side,
By day and by night.
Till every pasting second of light,
Till you have a clear sight,
Of what you want in life.
Till you want nor need me no more
Then I’ll leave through the door.
Rarely to see you anymore!
But if you’ll need me just call
Though I’ll be gone!
I will not be far
I’ll be here to lend a hand,
Until once again, you can stand!
So no worries and no fears!
For I am right here!
So lay down and rest
You’ll feel better soon!
But for now! The Goddess Moon
Will protect you!
So goodnight laddy
This Chapter is Done by Pagan-Moon-Dreamer, literature
Literature
This Chapter is Done
What do you do?
When the one you love does not love you.
When the one you long for,
Wants you no more?
When he just sees you as a friend
But when you touch his hand,
you feel that spark,
That you did when you loved.
You tell yourself you'll move on,
That you'll be better before long.
That just being friends,
After what you had
Won't cause you pain
Nor drive you insane.
You wonder this every night,
Since that day your heart felt that bit.
Not being left to move on,
You are left with the questions;
What do you do?
Then feeling so blue
You wonder How
And What now?
And then hopefully
And finally
You'll move on.
This chapter is done.
I Never Wanted to Grow Up by Pagan-Moon-Dreamer, literature
Literature
I Never Wanted to Grow Up
I never wanted to grow up,
As a kid I hated reality,
Always yearned for the fairies to come and take me.
As a kid I could see the world around me
And what I could see.
Was a world so very sad,
Filled with two legged creators that where mostly mad.
Many of whom loved stabbing each other in the back.
So I walked with my face to the ground
While I walked around.
And locked myself in my home,
Was safe and happier being left alone.
Cause I also learned at a young age,
That no one would use or hurt me again
If locked behind those wooden gates.
So I locked myself away,
Far from those mad creators of day.
Kept my head hidden in my books
So no o
Come On! Puss Me a Bit More by Pagan-Moon-Dreamer, literature
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Come On! Puss Me a Bit More
Don't test me!
For you do not know me and cannot see,
The Darkness that lives inside of me.
For I do not let it show
So therefore how could you know?
I hide it to well.
The me you see is a mere shell,
Just a cover and nothing more.
You have no key, so don't think you can open that door.
No! You do not know
And I will not show.
I will not let you see,
Until the very moment you've messed to far with me
And then you'll see the Lilith in me.
The snake that hides in the apple tree,
The one who can get you to plea for mercy.
But I won't give it,
For it is just a myth.
One you have not offered to other
You thought you could just use your power?
N
Calling to Say Goodnight by Pagan-Moon-Dreamer, literature
Literature
Calling to Say Goodnight
I just got stabbed,
By a man in black.
Got to call for help,
But it might come too late.
Got to say my goodbyes first.
I grab my mobile, and called my home.
Ring, Ring
The phone gets answered,
A voice speaks.
It's my mother.
"Hello, who is it?"
"Hi! Mum it's me."
"Is something worng?"
"No, no just calling cuase I'm going to be out long.
Just calling to say I'm going to be late
So please don't worry nor stay awake.
I have to go now.
I'll be seeing you when I get home.
Goodnight… Mama"
Tears fell with the last words.
The call ends.
Breathing my last breath,
Lost within myself.
I rang the ambulance.
"Help me" I said
And before I said
Living all alone.
Wondering if she'll ever feel at home.
Love and lust aside
Her mind opened up wide.
Grown to be strong,
Grown to be brave.
But still she longs for her heart to be embraced.
Someone to protect her,
From all her fears.
Someone she can hold close
And call dear.
These hopes are what fills her tears.
Crying to be saved,
From these endless lonesome days.
While waiting for a final day.
So in her mind:
Alone she'll forever stay.
You'll Never have to Stand Alone Agian by Pagan-Moon-Dreamer, literature
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You'll Never have to Stand Alone Agian
Forest green eyes
What shows with-in them; is the story of your life.
I understand your thought,
The one that you live like an Oath.
The one of you standing alone.
Cause You see I too believe in it.
I know the idea of making friends through fear,
Though it is bad, it is better my dear.
I know how it feels to get hurt by the friends you respect
And that is why you and I think fear is best.
See... you and I have been hurt in the same way:
By the ones we cared for every single day.
But you know what? I think we are wrong about our first belief,
For you and I do not stand alone.
For when I'm with you I feel at home
And
Ti Toc, Ti Toc, Ti Toc
Time will never stop.
Time passes by,
Closing and opening his one and only eye
To face upon the human lie.
Of the thought that they are mightier then he,
What a laugh for him.
He turns and turns and dose not top
But do you ever wonder if he did not,
What would happen to the knot
Would it loosen, would it drop.
If humans are so might
How can't they live with-out he,
For he who holds the time
Is the true being of divine.